*sighs*

[winter_rogue]

i'm a bad bad bad person who is NOT going to be in shape for the fall crosscountry season. why? well, after running for 30 min this morning i was all "weee! me good!" then i went and had 1700 cals over the period of breakfast, lunch, and dinner. discouraged and i gave in and had a big bowl of homemade ice cream cause it was calling my name and i depressed (see # of cals already consumed=depressed and discouraged which i fix by having like 600 frigging cals in one go >_<) why do i do this to myself?

i think i'm going to have to skip my 2 weeks of 30 mins and go straight for the 45 min for the next couple weeks then the 60 min for the last 4 weeks of summer..... damnit! there just arent enough weeks to this break *sighs*

i really need to go get ready for bed so i can wake up nice and early tomorrow... lots of running to do... joy >_< though its my own fault.... must be more diligent and resist all temptaions... [repeats over and over to psyche herself up for crunches]

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ya... i know, i keep going to the movies which means pop corn and candy and soda, and then my parents have to keep BBQ-ing and having us all over so its like "ahhhhhhhh!" *lol*

or i stay up till the wee hours of the morning so i'm not fully awake until 11 am the next morning and by that time its too warm and i've got things that need to be done and...*whacks self* must think positively *g*