she threw out all the happy endings.

Inception Kink Meme fill currently hovering @ 12.7k and we have like... SO MUCH LEFT TO GET THROUGH. How has this happened? I definitely spent about 3k there in the middle with Arthur being sad and pathetic that I hadn't planned on (and bonus shower masturbation idek). I'm really not looking forward to editing this for de-anoning and final posting /sigh but at the same time I know there are lots of little bits that need to be cleaned up and probably the entire middle needs to be tweeked and tightened so it putters along less.

I'm working really hard to get at least 1 update finished a day (@ about 700-750 words/update) though so hopefully I'll have it finished in the next... two weeks?

I think this is officially the second longest thing I've written and the closest long piece I've been to finishing though so go me \o/ I'm very excited about it. I might almost even sort of be looking forward to writing the porn which is unusual (usually it fills me with trepidation. I would much rather write action and gore =/)

Does this bullet leave an exit wound?
By: winter_rogue
Rating: PG-13 for violence
Pairing: Arthur/Eames pre-slashy?
Warning: violence, people get shot
Word Count: 2400
Summary: for angst_bingo prompt ‘bullet wounds.’ Five bullets plus one.
A/N: ok ok, I've been pulling my hair out over trying to write for the past two years. I literally haven't been able to compose anything of substance since 2008 nanowrimo. This is my first foray into Inception fic and my first completed anything (not ficlet shaped) in forever. Unbata'd, full of issues included tense abuse and many many run-on sentences because I've always approached writing like an abstract painting. I'm sure but the POINT for me is that I got this out, that it's written and complete and .. something.

( Five Bullets Plus One )

Inception is 9.99 on itunes right now, oh yes it is XD






still making ridiculous gimme gimme hands for more K/S Star Trek:Reboot

Nothing very useful accomplished /headdesk/

I've been playing with a couple script ideas. Poking and stretching characters in my head and trying to figure out how they work. I worked through a very rough summary yesterday but find it impossible to actually write. I have a feeling it's to me what parallel parking is (ever since my driver's exam I have, mentally, been unable to parallel park despite going into the test being able to do it). It's a very frustrating, blank or gap in myself. I certainly never wrote consistent volumes but I did nano two years in a row and back when btvs was still on air I would write semi regular snippets. I remember writing on folded up scraps of paper in text books in class so it would look like I was taking notes. I need to get over this block.

I'm flying back to my apt (home? idk if thats really what I want to call it though I probably should) in a few hours. I should make a to-do list, there are so many things I need to accomplish in the next week and a half. I am more than a little bit worried about school, but I guess we all have to make shitty life decisions and learn from our mistakes (at least my problem was video games and not drugs?)

alkjdgkjha I need to finish packing. I somehow managed to purchase half a library's worth of used books I swear to god in the barely two weeks I've been on holiday. As is, my parents are going to have to ship a couple boxes across the state to me /facepalm/

I believe since I last journaled I finally kicked my butt into gear and watched Inception. It's been a few VERY blurry days (mostly of me mainlining Eames/Arthur) but I should probably collect and record my thoughts for my own edification for they are many. I really desperately want a physical copy of the damn film, almost enough to pay new purchase price for it --consequently if someone can tell me FOR CERTAIN whether or not Eames calls anyone else by petnames???? I would be very interested --

ETA: about a year and a half later I finally watched The Good Night because Martin Freeman is adorable and he and Simon Pegg together are funny and it made me cry so go watch it. It's quietly wonderful (and sort of dovetailed my Inception addiction inadvertantly)