*beats self over the head*

[winter_rogue]

bugger bugger bugger. i was going to kiss her--i was i was but..i chickened out and, argg. i feel like i'm getting mixed signals. like one minute i'm sure, i know and then the next i just..dont. *whimper* and we went swimming with her sister and using tampons makes me horny as hell so i'm really frustrated here and feeling like an idiot and. BAH.

i think we're supposed to go to a bbq either tomorrow or the next day.

*whimper* i think i might look up some McShep porn just to calm my frazzled nerves here *squirms uncomfortably*