ummm, wow

[winter_rogue]

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

thought i'de read up on those 'moderate' thingys
Histrionic
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

Avoidant
Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.

Dependent
Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. They often remain in abusive relationships. They are overly sensitive to disapproval. They often feel helpless and depressed.

Obsessive-Compulsive
Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.

ok, can we just say freeky?!

its like, part of each of the things i got moderate in are comepletely true while the rest is just blah.

i do sometimes blow things out of porportion for attention yet you look at the avoidant. me+social situation (say a family gathering) = clamming up and silence often leading to me reatreating into the kitchen to help cook.

i can also be very clingy at times. especially to B unfortunatly. thats part of the reason she got a little upset with me a couple weeks ago. i've also gone through about 3 different boughts of varying levels of depression in the last 2 months *bangs head into desk*

lastly... well, another test already told me i'm something of an obsesive-compulsive. and ya know what? when it comes to having clean hands i am. seriously, i have to wash my hands between every class. i just hate the not dirty per say... but oh! its just kinda hard to explain. anyway, yes, i'm obssesive about that.

but boy, dont you luv how i can contradict myself at the same time? *lol*