ok, trying to stay away from spoilers and such...

[winter_rogue]

because i've only seen through The Brotherhood darnit but its almost impossible not to get bits and conjectures from stuff and i'm getting the Hero feeling. the feeling i got when i realized the next SG1 s.7 ep on the dvd was Hero. that doom feeling where i had to watch it, because its a good ep and i cant just *not* watch it, but at the same time you know that the horrible is coming and you just want to pretend they never did that. i'm getting this feeling in regaurds to whateverthefuck happens to Ford because i like the Ford character damnit and shite shite shite i just almost dont even want to know but i have to know and its like trying to stop a train.

/incoherancy brought to you by tiredness, fic reading, and innumerable amounts of fandom frustration.