heh

trying to work on updating DB but none of my bookmarked pic source sites have lots of yummy Hugh Grant piccys. No, thats not true, there was one site but they suddenly disappeared like that day after i checked them. *slaps forehead* why i didnt grab the yummy pics the day before i dont know, i was stupid, i wasnt expecting them to suddenly go "poof!" on my. *sigh*

also i'm feeling kind of crappy cause a friend asked me to go to this social event with him and i said no. i mean... its not that he isnt cool to hang with but 1)i fear social events and 2)i'm always railing against them and i feel like i'd be betraying myself if i went. but i know that girls he's liked in the past have seriously hurt him and i dont want to be another in a long line you know? plus i've been kind of shitty lately (lo and behold its a weeklong precurser to my period which is a bit early *head desk*) and ... i'm just really feeling icky. and depressed.

and i have nothing good to do today except work because mum doesnt want to go to the play today, she wants to go tomorrow.

i had a fun time at Katie's house last night even though we didnt get much knitting done and i didnt get to discuss the whole friend asking me/me saying no situation which i wanted to because there was another girl there late and we're friends but i dont know well enough to spill something like that.

i did annoy/entertain everyone with my "oo!theres his arm!" spotting on Alexis in First Knight (which we were watching) *lol* they made jokes about his hair but all agreed the accent was sooooooooooo yummy (from the 3 words he says in the entire thing *hee*) and he didnt die! and there was much sword swinging! it was wonderful and just the thought is making me happy!bouncy. hee

i should get back to work now.

he hates me

(refering to the friend i turned down) he just sent me a song a which...*sigh* he hates me. i just cant win.

ouchy

*whimpers* advil not working to aleve cramps and damn do they hurt. i think its time to give in, i'm not getting work done, and go curl up with chocolate and watch the end of Godfather.

book meme

nabbed from othercat because the nearest book to me is actually not my own and also not something i've read...

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your own bulletin...along with these instructions.
5. Don't search around and look for the "coolest" book you can find. Do what's actually next to you.

(123 is blank so here is 122)

"Must be a standing order. Strike Force Commands light-weeks away. They cant even know we've re-upped yet." from The Forever War by Joe Haldeman.

also? pears are sooooooooooo much more yummy then BBQ chips. *nods*