things happen. people change.

[winter_rogue]

Well, things have happened and i feel that to be true to myself and my beliefs i need to discontinue all involments with BtVS and AtS. actually, i need to stop basically all online activities period. so, i'm completely backing away. the supernatural world was like a drug for me... a way to be different and out there and not the perfect little christian girl i've always been and... gawd i dont want to do it anymore. i cant. it would eventually destroy me, i know it.

i dont mean to insult anyone by this but its how i feel. many things about my personal life not only with my family but also my friends have suffered and these problems all lead back to me making the wrong decisions, the worng choices. but i'm admitting them to myself and i will work through them and become a stronger person for them. this i do believe.

everyone i've met and who i have the honor of calling friend... i luv you all! and if because of my complete disassoiciation with the fandom causes us to never speak again then i want you all to know i'll always remember you and keep you in my heart and prayers!

i doubt i'll be back online for some time, so i just had to say this, let anyone who care's know that for the first time in 6 months i think i'm at peace with myself again.

-Liz aka Winter

Comments

[sandy-s.livejournal.com]

*HUGS* Do what you need to, hun...and if you ever come back, know that we're here and we care...even if you're not doing anything with Buffy or AtS...k? :o) You're a sweetie...and I'll be praying for you!

[winter-rogue.livejournal.com]

*sniff* thank you so very much for the support. i think one of the good things thats come from this is my chance to meet all you wonderful people.

the last 6 months of my life have been terrible and the internet was a release sure, but you guys really made me feel loved. *watery smile* even now. so thank you!