i need a new place to live....

this guy is sooooo incrediably annoying and he smokes and makes crass comments about whatever it is i'm watching but then plops down and watches it smelling of smoke and i just want to gag and i'm trying to give off as many subtle fuck.off signals as i can BUT ITS NOT WORKING *grrs*

three more years and hopefully Britt will be back in WA and we can get a flat together or something. gawd, i need a new place to live but i cannot afford it and the thought of going out and getting a job and searching for a place to live by myself is too monumental a task at the moment.

the highlight of my weekend so far is that Britt was able to get to a friend's comp and snagg a couple hrs yesturday to chat *bounce* soooo happy, i havent talked to her in two whole fucking weeks *shudder* no good news on her computer front but i'm thinking that she'll have something before May.

also, looks like the sis, bro and I will be heading up to visit the Aunt and Uncle in Canada around mid April (which should be between quarters hopefully) i'm all happy bouncy excited because i havent gone up to visit them...even i dont think and i'm dying to see their flat *heehee* my Aunt and Uncle are two of the few relatives i can stand because i'm very much like both of them...they sort of remind me of Elizabeth Bennet's aunt and uncle in a way. anyway, the aunt's a teacher and the uncle restores old books but has over his tenure worked for the Peace Corps, owned a magazine, published a couple books, been/works as a professor/advisor, been and editor, operated an antique business and a zillion and one other things i've always found fascinating. *bounce* sorry, just soooo excited. plus, they're old XF fans and they talk movies like the best of them *lol*

well, thats put me in a better mood...i think i might pull the stepper in here later and read ff and workout at the same time *lol*

plan perfecto

drag stepper in front of computer, pull up long yummy fanfic. work out for 40 min and enjoy it.

i've had a total of 50 cals today after working out. me=v.hungry, sweaty, happy, high off endorphines or whatever one's body releases after a nice little "jog" or sorts. as of this morning had lost 2 lbs. *bounce* this whole dieting thing actually does *work* when one actually *diets* heehee *self depreciating smile* i think my goal is to loose 10 lbs my May...i mean, thats... 6? 7? weeks which is less then 2 lbs a week and if i stay being good and do my classwork and drink lots of water (and coffee! which has become my 30 cal food substitute) i think i can do it. which would put me just in time for a little summer clothes shopping *semi ick face* also, i plucked my eyebrows because as much i really don't care they were starting to *sigh* and i need to get red hair dye *jitter* must must must

[this post brought to you by my brain which has gone to lunch]



eep! tomorrow is Monday.

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should go brush acrid coffee taste/smell out of mouth so as to avoid killing anyone with it. should pack water bottle, snack, guitar and book and go down to the beach. should get head start on tan so that i'm not a fricking..umm, well *white* thing all yr long and thereby enhance my slight offcolor teeth *bad coffee* i like the idea of this coffee diet though...it agrees with me in so many ways. i need to go for a walk but inevitably when i walk i want to take pictures and the camera doesnt have film (i don't think at least) and i have about a bazillion rolls [used] lying around that still havent been developed and mean i probably shouldnt use up any more. even if i want to. *pouts* need digital camera..but not enough to constitute the giving up of lattes. hmmmmmmm.

this is a rather pointless whining post but thats what you get when i'm bored. at least the ceiling fan feels good. :D must go unpack groceries someone just dumped on the table.

beach going and guitar playing

ok, so there were lots of people down there and a dog and i whimped out and instead walked to this remote little shady spot hidden from the road by a small hill and a tree, right on the edge of a small forest. shady=no tanning done or hair highlighting accomplished but i did get a little hike walking there (and dragging along my guitar + misc crap) and i could play in solitude w/o embaressment.

it was fun *hee* especially to come back to good!expensive!coffee and a pria bar *mmms*