i should really...

get off my bum and go do something... i dunno what... guitar playing, running, hell even baking cookies! wait, no scratch that, shouldnt bake cookies cause no sugar for me, nu uh.

but the mucking around with my guitar sounds fun.... my muse has just been out to lunch lately though, nothings coming. not art, not writing, not music *sigh* its really sad... i havent made a single collage in... i dunno how long but its been awhile. i havent written since Tuesday and i'm gonna have to delate most of what i wrote anyway cause i was slipping back into the "not being subtle, giving away too much too soon" gig.

bah, 'm bored.... *pouts* and i'm like counting the hours until Britt gets back which is just rediculous considering i dont even KNOW when she's getting back.. i mean, i think--- 98% sure--she said Friday but other then that i have no clue.

*sigh*

i think i'm going to veg in fron of fic.... maybe try opening up Word or something... this is just sad >_

*snuggles chai tea*

*snuggles VANILLA chai tea* its nummy! Also? i'm now the proud owner of a talking Pedometer! (ie one of those thingies that measures how many steps you've taken etc) it even tells you how many calories you're burned and stuff.

all in all? 'm much of the happy.... though i'm still impatiently waiting for Britt to come back *tries on a cute little pout* though now i've got to go walking *bounces* 10000 steps here i come!

hmmm...

( Cut for Meme )

in other news, just had a cramp/muscle spasm thing right smack dab in the middle of my chest under my ribs and damnit it HURT. felt almost like i was being stabbed or something except i'm sure that actually hurts more then this but...anyway. I think it might have had something to do with me eating only 800 cals but i dunno. each day it seems like something else goes wrong, calf muscles, butt muscles, eyes, now its my... well, diaphram though i dont think that was actually what was hurting. Then again i could be totaly worng, science? not really my thing. except for Astrology which really isnt even science *heh* but it USED to be considered science!

Birtt's back *boogies* ya, we chatted and i STILL need to finish the collage i was going to make for her *sigh* and do that beta job and work on my own work.. oh, and sleep sometime tonight though at the moment its really too hot.