i'm insane but its ok

i dont mind killing myself right before the end of the year! really sir, i dont! i've gotten *counts on fingers* 10 hrs of sleep within the last two days. want to know why? i'm so sick and hurting (glares at time of month) so bad i CANNOT f**ing sleep! *sighs* but its the last few days before break and i really need to go... dunno know why really but its just one of those you know? make sure you've got enough hours n shite. umm so.. the words on te screan are [surprisingly] starting to blur... woohoo! luckily today my schedual goes as follows:

-watching Gettysburg in US Hist
-Party with Math class ETA Bring Brownies
-work on gift for kindergartener
-run for a lunch which i will probably not be able to eat without spewing my guts out >_<
-watch Sound of Music with Bells choir
-run to orchestra practice where we are ALSO watching Sound of Music (dont get me wrong, luv this movies but TWICE IN A ROW is just too much *blech*)
-go to next class wherein i probably will get a semishort essay [in class] assng to write (this luckily is not a big deal as long as my brain lasts that long}
-Watch To Kill a Mockingbird in my chem/bio class... yes, i have a very odd science proff *shakes head*

umm.. except for the Gettysburg that is just a big bunch of screwy making me run around while i'm sick for nothing *sigh* why me???????

( cut for rant about school and stuff )

umm.... that was more language-y then i ment it to be... maybe i should cu it? i think i will because i apologise, this was not going to be a rant but... it just feels so good to let it all out especially after listening to Evescence this morning and hearing Everybody's Fool and suddenly realising it so TOTALLY encaspulates a former "friend" but i cant get into it now or i'm not going to have time to get ready before Bro gets here to pick me up. i'll probably talk more this afternoon but... oh well, i dont really like laying out a bunch of crap for people to read, its not very u[lifting so why bother eh? ya, ok, going now.