musings of a monday afternoon

so, i typed up a bit more Reu, up to 12000 words and i've still got 4/5ths of a Part3 to re-write/type let alone 3/4ths i have of part 3 to finish. at the rate this is going i'm hoping for about 20,000 by the time i'm done which is perfect because that was my goal! *lol* for awhile there i didnt think i could actually keep it going that long. its probably going to be pretty crapping and cliche but its like getting back on the horse. you fall, getdrug around maybe stepped on, and when you get up you have dirt all up your back and some more down your jeans (>_< it sucks in case you havent had personal expirience with it) and your head is pounding and when you finally catch the damn horse which has run off to go munch on hay someone dropped earlier that morning, you get back in the saddle and you're like pissed so the horse actually listens and you have a great ride until you wake up 2 days later and you cant move.... *heehee* that analogy actually works better then i thought it would! and yes, speaking from horsey expirience there *mutters about highstrung Arab mares in heat*

in other news... i want to open a new site. i'm sure you BtVS/AtS people have heard of the BtVS Writers Guild. I hadnt been there in awhile and stumbled across the place about a week ago and it got me thinking, i'd really like to try running a writings rescource/fic archive. i mean, i've got Watermark on geo to kinda be a pub for my own stuff but its not like i write all that fast so its kinda sitting there for the moment. and, i dont really want to run it by myself but of all my RL friends none are 1)into BtVS and 2) know much about running a site, so i'm not even sure i know where to start with this little tickle of mine. oh well.

i really need to write... or work on Webphilia's cd challenge. *sigh* its just been really hard lately to actually open PS and actually work on something other then brushes. which, actually have been gradually getting better *lol*

hmm... more music to dl. i'm off.

boredome sucks...

...especially boredom on the last day of a long weekend when you know you have to go back to classes tomorrow and you are procrastinating working on the few projects you've got left for the year and you just cant seem to care. *sigh* i'm not going to say i wish i never had to go to school again because i do understand the importance and i'm grateful for the opportunities i get to learn at a private school but... *sigh* doesnt mean i have to love it right?

so, i've been working! umm, typed up the actual beginning to Part 4, heh. ya, its fun to skip around in the story and type/write where the muse is kicking! its actually getting me working and thats good. maybe thats my biggest problem, i always have the end and usually bits and pieces from the middle planned out but the actually getting to those parts of the story are what kills me so i usually just throw in the hatchet and say screw this.... short attention span? yes, probably.