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feeling so... uninspired
Dec. 21st, 2003 08:51 pmand caggy.... ichy.... grrr, i need new music! *shifts* i just feel soo... oh i dunno how to explain it but this happens everytime i run out of fresh music, or that the very least music i like but realy listen to. so the sad thing is i've even gone through stuff 'm not so fond of and *sob* they closed my all 80's rock station! why?! whhhhyyy?! now its "Alternative Seattle" *bitter laugh* they play "Man Who Sold the World" except instead of David Bowie they play the *winces* Nervana version. *sniff*
and to top things off i feel as is art inspiration has left me... but in the face of that my original writing inspiration struck last night when i pulled out an old young adult "faerie tale" i was working on a coupla years back. its really pretty pathetic but i actually finished it *snerk* though the ending was really poorly written. the premise, keep in mind this bbok is total nonesense and pure fun on both character, author, and reader's part; anyway, its surprisingly not bad at all and quite entertaining and as i was reading through the old manuscript last night i really felt my old passion for this story (above everything else i've ever written, this one really is my baby ^_~) returning. so this afternoon, as the sis was rolling out pie crust and the bro-in-law (maybe i should just nickname him BIL) and Da were going grocery shopping i went and typed up the prologue.
the 600 or so words of hte prologue *lol* ya ya, i know, thats nothing. but i've barely picked up pen or... err, keyboard i guess you;d call it, in like 2 or 3 months! keyboard! oh that reminds me...
i'm going to learn how to play the keyboard! well, i'm going to teach myself but ya! yes, i know, said the same thing about the guitar but... *shrugs* i know how to play that now... well, mostly. but i figure knowing the keyboard, like the guitar, is essential to anybody *nods decisively* if i keep telling myself that i'm sure my mum wont get upset when she hears *lol* besides its not like its a penny outta her pocket anyway so, alls fair.
well, i'm almost done with a fic i've been reading for the last coupla days so i'd better be off... plus i do have a Lavinge wp to finish muddling through. wish me luck!
-Liz
and to top things off i feel as is art inspiration has left me... but in the face of that my original writing inspiration struck last night when i pulled out an old young adult "faerie tale" i was working on a coupla years back. its really pretty pathetic but i actually finished it *snerk* though the ending was really poorly written. the premise, keep in mind this bbok is total nonesense and pure fun on both character, author, and reader's part; anyway, its surprisingly not bad at all and quite entertaining and as i was reading through the old manuscript last night i really felt my old passion for this story (above everything else i've ever written, this one really is my baby ^_~) returning. so this afternoon, as the sis was rolling out pie crust and the bro-in-law (maybe i should just nickname him BIL) and Da were going grocery shopping i went and typed up the prologue.
the 600 or so words of hte prologue *lol* ya ya, i know, thats nothing. but i've barely picked up pen or... err, keyboard i guess you;d call it, in like 2 or 3 months! keyboard! oh that reminds me...
i'm going to learn how to play the keyboard! well, i'm going to teach myself but ya! yes, i know, said the same thing about the guitar but... *shrugs* i know how to play that now... well, mostly. but i figure knowing the keyboard, like the guitar, is essential to anybody *nods decisively* if i keep telling myself that i'm sure my mum wont get upset when she hears *lol* besides its not like its a penny outta her pocket anyway so, alls fair.
well, i'm almost done with a fic i've been reading for the last coupla days so i'd better be off... plus i do have a Lavinge wp to finish muddling through. wish me luck!
-Liz
