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Dec. 6th, 2003 05:31 pmwell, winners are up atFaded Memories as well as new challenges and a new layout. New challenge is this big ol' movies thingy which i dont feel like explaining at the mo so if you like blending and you like movies please just hop over and take a peek, pweeze?
Also Up All Night has been updated. Not a huge update but... *sigh* i'm just too tired to say much of anything.
life is... well its rough. i just dont know how much more of this i can keep dealing with. maybe the internet isnt the best place to be pooring out my soul but... have you ever had a friend, no, a best friend. someone you've have known forever... and suddenly you look around and realized she changed. totally and completely. you realize she's been acting out the part, only you cant quite pin point the time exactly when she stopped being the person you loved like a sister and turned into... someome totally obssessed with herself, and really only using you so she can hurt you. I'm serious, i never thought she had it in her to be as cunningly malicious as she has been this last month.
and now... the rest of my friends either moved or i'm simply not in contact with them anymore. i just feel so... not mad, more sad... more tired then anything. i thought that things were looking up, that i was moving past the ditches in my road but now... i'm staring at a deep casm. one i've already begun to jump, so, i guess the only question left is do i really care enough to reach the other side?
no! shit, what am i saying. damnit (sorry Lauren) i am not going to let her get my goat! *grinds teach together* ok, now i'm mad, this is not going to ruin my life. do i need some self-obsorbed twit to tell me who i am or what i'm worth? no, i dont!
*breaths in deeply before letting it out* i will get through this and i will grow beyond it, period.
*small smile* well, i'd best get going.. maybe watch something... which reminds me, if you like the fairy tales you have got to see The 10th Kingdom, its hilarious! and a really good story all around.
later!
Also Up All Night has been updated. Not a huge update but... *sigh* i'm just too tired to say much of anything.
life is... well its rough. i just dont know how much more of this i can keep dealing with. maybe the internet isnt the best place to be pooring out my soul but... have you ever had a friend, no, a best friend. someone you've have known forever... and suddenly you look around and realized she changed. totally and completely. you realize she's been acting out the part, only you cant quite pin point the time exactly when she stopped being the person you loved like a sister and turned into... someome totally obssessed with herself, and really only using you so she can hurt you. I'm serious, i never thought she had it in her to be as cunningly malicious as she has been this last month.
and now... the rest of my friends either moved or i'm simply not in contact with them anymore. i just feel so... not mad, more sad... more tired then anything. i thought that things were looking up, that i was moving past the ditches in my road but now... i'm staring at a deep casm. one i've already begun to jump, so, i guess the only question left is do i really care enough to reach the other side?
no! shit, what am i saying. damnit (sorry Lauren) i am not going to let her get my goat! *grinds teach together* ok, now i'm mad, this is not going to ruin my life. do i need some self-obsorbed twit to tell me who i am or what i'm worth? no, i dont!
*breaths in deeply before letting it out* i will get through this and i will grow beyond it, period.
*small smile* well, i'd best get going.. maybe watch something... which reminds me, if you like the fairy tales you have got to see The 10th Kingdom, its hilarious! and a really good story all around.
later!
